….So today this morning is the beginning of the end of a really important chapter in my life. I can’t even begin to describe how blessed I feel like I had the opportunity to experience living abroad and how grateful I am for such giving, loving and supportive parents. It’s a weird sort of bittersweet.. I am beyond excited to see my family and even to experience what I used to consider normalcy….. dryers for your clothing, Mexican food, cell phones… but being here has been so awesome… I have no words to describe.. it is not even fair that I’m here and I’ve been basically all over Italy before my parents have even visited Europe.. I guess I just consider this to be something that I would want my own children to experience someday.
Yesterday Emily, Carmen, Summer and I walked over to the Vatican City.. Em and I still needed to see the Borgia Apartment, Stanza di Rafaelo and of course the Sistine Chapel. I am pretty much obsessed with art history (I probably could have had a minor in art history if it were offered at ISU.. next year they are!) so it was really exciting to traveling around and see all of the pieces that I had studied and had “put on my list” of things I want to see before I die.. and besides the Parthenon, the Sistine Chapel was the only thing I could think of on my list to the date- on this trip I have seen the Elgin marbles (the statues from the frieze of the Parthenon) in England, the discobolos, augustus of prima porta, the she-wolf, the equestrian statue of marcus aurelias, the dying gaul, ludovisi throne, tetrachs on the corner of st marks in Venice, Pieta, the laocoon, the ecstacy of st. teresa, tons of Caravaggios, the statue of Nike in the Louvre as well as the Revenge of Medusa and of course the Mona Lisa.. (the list goes on) and yesterday when we stepped foot into the Sistine Chapel it actually felt like the end, my eyes teared up and Emily and I just gave each other this look like “I can’t believe we are here”. Our entire college career (and maybe even before) we’ve studied the Last Judgement … everything from how it was a painted, who all of the people are, the placement, who had to have clothes painted on, how faces were repainted in another direction, who Michelangelo decided to paint in (he didn’t like some sort of religious/political person so he painted them in the painting as someone in Hell…) he even included himself…. And it was really cool to actually see it.. and if anyone gets the opportunity to actually see it, it’s overwhelming (it’s huge!) Michelangelo really was a genius. After this trip I’d have to say I have more respect for Caravaggio, Michelangelo, Raphael and Bernini (my favorite sculptor!)
Yesterday we also went to this “Concerto di Natale” (Christmas Concert) just around the corner from our apartment (we actually pick up their internet if we stand on the balcony) at this church called St. Ignazio. This church is already amazing… it’s huge (just like every other church in Rome) and the celing is painted in perspective.. it’s hard to describe, but the ceiling is completely flat and the artist painting it so that if you stand on this one dot on the floor, the ceiling has depth and appears to be arched.. if you step away from the dot, everything looks distorted.. keep in mind this part of the ceiling is 50 yards long… can you imagine the artist having to climb up and down a ladder to see if his perspective is working?! CRAZY.. sadly we don’t have any sort of painting master like we used to. Further down from this part of the ceiling is a dome.. which actually isn’t a dome AT ALL. It is also flat stretched canvas that is painted in perspective. During the concert last night we sat away from the “dot” for this dome painting so it was very distorted from our view. This church also has the huge alter side chapels with larger than life marble statues, huge twisted columns, etc etc.. and the back of the church had three large paintings and a painting in the apse (I assume about the life of Saint Ignazio). For the concert there was a large choir, an orchestra, and someone who played trumpet on “O ‘Holy Night” – of course all of the songs were in Italian!
A couple nights before yesterday, Kym and I walked around Piazza Navona- it’s only a few blocks from our apartment and they have a huge carnival in the square until January- complete with a carousel, carnival games, and all the crap you could ever buy.. oh yeah and one day I saw THREE Santa Clauses taking photos with children.. just a little confusing! Anyways we stopped by the Abbey Theater.. the pub we hang out at every once and awhile and we ran into these 4 Italians that we’ve probably hung out with 5 times already this semester.. we met them at one bar and then on another night at a completely different one- completely random. Anyways this one boy Fausto is in love with Kym.. they think she looks like the singer Pink with her short blond hair ☺ Anyways we sat at their table and hung out for about two hours.. it’s HILARIOUS because we basically speak 5 words of Italian total and don’t understand any of it… they don’t speak more than 20 words of English.. actually one of them, Leonardo, doesn’t speak A word.. he’s hilarious- like this big teddy bear who you have to play charades with in order to communicate. So this whole time we sit together we gesture and act things out to talk and as ridiculous as it is and as long as it takes to communicate one little thing, it’s always a blast… after about two hours though you get pretty tired of it- I lucked out and one of the boys spoke a little Spanish so that was easy for me. This is one of the experiences that I’m really glad I got to experience… it’s funny how language isn’t even a barrier anymore if you try hard enough. One thing I’m not going to miss here though are Italian men.. sure it’s a stereotype but it’s very true. I could be walking to the art store 2 blocks away at 9am and I’ll get a “ciao bella” or kissing noises in my direction… ewwww.. I mean really, can’t I just go to a store and buy paint without anyone cat-calling? And what’s even more uncomfortable is when you’re wandering around the city alone or what-not and you walk down a sidewalk with three or so guys standing outside talking and they just stare you down and it’s so gross.. it’s hard to explain but Italians STARE. A lot.. even when you let them know they are staring they still do it.. oooor if you walk down some alley and there are 4 old men playing cards.. they stop talking until you pass by. Weird. It’s so different how Americans shield their eyes from each other and Italians could care less about your privacy. At least I’ve never felt threatened in Rome.. which is the thing they stressed the most before you came here- especially how we were going to get robbed or mugged.. nope.. didn’t happen.. I didn’t even see it happen or hear about it happening to anyone. Of course if you’re walking around with your purse open and your camera hanging out of your pocket with your nose in a tourist book then chances are you could be taken advantage of.
Oh yeah.. the other day we had “Christmas” too.. two of our roommates already left on Wednesday, so Tuesday night we made a bunch of Chili and made cards for each other and put them in our “stockings” – grocery bags tied on a string to the wall.. complete with personalized drawings of a stocking- thanks to Kym. Our painting prof also had a Christmas tree and because they were unable to put in up in the studio because of school/religion blah, she let us have it.. so we’ve had this twinkling half-size Christmas tree in our apartment for two weeks now. Christmas night we watched The Santa Clause and read notes that we wrote for each other. I think we can all agree that we are one of the few apartments that didn’t have any problems. Once again I feel SOOOO blessed to have the roommates I did. One of them, Summer, is 25 and I have actually had studio with her several times in Ames.. I always though of her as being a spaz who always showed up an hour late everyday.. WOW I was so wrong.. Summer ended up to be one of the most fun and clear-headed people I have ever met… and we never would have known if we hadn’t lived together. Even Kym.. I had class with her too.. but we NEVER talked.. no idea why… and now I can pretty much say she’s my closest friend in my apartment.. we get along SO well (she ‘s the one I went to Paris with) and we even think our Dad’s would be best-buddies if they ever met
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So on my final day in Italy I think I’ll be taking it easy.. I have spent a ridiculous amount of money this week trying to finish up Christmas presents so I am in no mood to shop (probably for the best since the Euro is so much more expensive than the dollar) I still need to pack.. and we need to take out our trash and clean our apartment. Em wants to go throw a coin in the Trevi Fountain- they say if you do this it guarantees your return to Rome… as pathetic as it sounds I have been avoiding doing this.. this semester has been THE BEST experience of my life, and I have at least 20 other places in the world I want to see before I die and if I can’t make it back to Rome I will always remember the incredible time I had while I was here…. From now on things will always be different.. the next time if I did come, I’m sure I would just be nostalgic the whole time…’oh this is where my apartment was’ ‘oh this is where we danced home from the coloseum’ oh.. blah blah. Wow.. I feel like this blog is getting boring
Anyways, long story short. I would like to thank my parents for all they have done for me… I don’t think I will ever be able to thank you enough, I’ve changed so much and my eyes have been so open to life after this experience. I also want to thank whoever has been reading my blog- hopefully it hasn’t put you to sleep too many times
If any of you are traveling in the near future to any of the places I’ve been be sure to let me know and I would love to help you out with any plans you may have! I also want to thank those of you who have sent me e-mails (even if I never got replies back from you.. haha) it means a lot when you’re so far away from home. And if you’re reading this please pray for safe travels.. I hear that storms are ‘brewing in the states and we’ll be flying out of Rome at 1:30pm tomorrow through Frankfurt, Germany, Chicago to Denver. And everyone have a wonderful Christmas! Hopefully we will see each other soon ☺
Love, Tegan
So now Em and I have to go back again next week.. at least we got a student discount so we’ll only have to pay 8 euro again to get back in. Grrr.. so word to the wise, go to the Vatican in the morning!
At least we got to see each other!
